Losing my hair wouldn't be all that bad... I've got a ridiculous amount of it anyways. But I might start losing it because I'll be pulling it out myself. This is how I feel.....
Yea. Last week our landlord told us that she wanted to move back into the house on May 1st. Granted that gives us quite a bit of time to find someplace else to live BUT... we have pets. My uncle lives with us. This rids us of the opportunity to get a simple apartment. We need a house. Do we rent? Do I try to get a loan to buy? Do I try to get a loan for a small amount to just buy on contract? AHHHHHHHH. The thought of buying a house makes me feel sick to my stomach and I feel like my entire body tenses up just thinking about it because it makes me feel STUCK. Stuck in Humboldt for the next 30 years (yay mortage!). I'm not saying that being stuck here for 30 years is a bad thing, I'm not saying that I wouldn't be happy here. But right now, I'm not sure that is what I want. I'm 24... I have options right? The stress is kicking my butt. My fibro is not being very nice to me right now and it SUCKS. A simple answer would be nice but I fear that there isn't one.
